I've lost it..

Drawing was my passion..The only thing that really felt like I was alive.. But for a while.. The only things that kept me drawing were anime and Warriors..(Warrior Cats) But in a day.. Likely this week on Wednesday in Art Class I realized something.. I wasn't drawing with passion anymore..It felt like I was just making myself do it for nothing..I was drawing Shin smiling&blushing and I then I saw it..Like it struck through me..I didn't even draw him for fun, passion nor with that smiling face I once had..It was all gone and when I realized it..Seems I was too late.Even though I might want to draw it just feels to pain me more.. I guess I might draw once in a while..Who knows..? I think I won't deactivate this account, but I'll be still looking at what my watchers are drawing.Well I'll probably post Shin soon..



                                                              
                                                                            Sayonara dear passion for drawing.. It was a pleasure to have you till now..Even though it didn't last that long.. Not that someone would care anyway.. )